[Castiel signs off of the network after that, sets his device down, and picks up his book. He feels far off, too big for these bones and his body and this city, but like with everything those feelings dilute when he thinks about Dean.
Dean, who even now is trying to help him despite dealing with the same and it calms him enough to allow him to wade past those thoughts and focus mindlessly on the fiction.]
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[Castiel signs off of the network after that, sets his device down, and picks up his book. He feels far off, too big for these bones and his body and this city, but like with everything those feelings dilute when he thinks about Dean.
Dean, who even now is trying to help him despite dealing with the same and it calms him enough to allow him to wade past those thoughts and focus mindlessly on the fiction.]