[His tendency to look at things clinically also pertained to his views of sex, but not here. Not now. This was Dean, and if there's a raucous nervousness beating around in his ribcage it's because of that. Because of him. He steadies himself by twisting his fingers into Dean's bedsheets, something sensory to focus on while watching him.]
Part of me was worried. [He knows he has to explain and clears his throat when he realizes that - and the truth of the matter, that this might not be the best time to bring it up.] That you wouldn't be here when I woke up again. That the city might see fit to take you back.
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Date: 2022-02-19 07:34 pm (UTC)[His tendency to look at things clinically also pertained to his views of sex, but not here. Not now. This was Dean, and if there's a raucous nervousness beating around in his ribcage it's because of that. Because of him. He steadies himself by twisting his fingers into Dean's bedsheets, something sensory to focus on while watching him.]
Part of me was worried. [He knows he has to explain and clears his throat when he realizes that - and the truth of the matter, that this might not be the best time to bring it up.] That you wouldn't be here when I woke up again. That the city might see fit to take you back.