( They are themselves, finite in this moment and entwined. )
It's not - ( he looks away, a wry smile forming, trying to form what he's trying to say. not to scandalize the angel, but to be honest, and yes, Cas, your vessel? it's male.
he looks back again, hands bracing against the mattress above Cas. ) I'm not scandalizing you, but you're in a guy. Male vessel. I'm not -- I haven't. The girl - prepared. Wanted it. Asked.
( it's not scandalizing, but it is awkward. sex is sex, you talk through it but not the logistics. when he was younger, it was younger. it was, 'that feel good?' or, him knowing yeah, it feels good. this is different. he's talking through it, making it less sexy in order to get to the sex.
with cas.
which is an entirely different thing. but not bad different. it's good different, he feels, as he pins the angel into the mattress. )
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Date: 2022-02-18 06:43 pm (UTC)It's not - ( he looks away, a wry smile forming, trying to form what he's trying to say. not to scandalize the angel, but to be honest, and yes, Cas, your vessel? it's male.
he looks back again, hands bracing against the mattress above Cas. ) I'm not scandalizing you, but you're in a guy. Male vessel. I'm not -- I haven't. The girl - prepared. Wanted it. Asked.
( it's not scandalizing, but it is awkward. sex is sex, you talk through it but not the logistics. when he was younger, it was younger. it was, 'that feel good?' or, him knowing yeah, it feels good. this is different. he's talking through it, making it less sexy in order to get to the sex.
with cas.
which is an entirely different thing. but not bad different. it's good different, he feels, as he pins the angel into the mattress. )