( Castiel didn't buy all the lies his father, his family, everyone drilled into him, the apocalypse that would be best, about Dean being Michael and Sam being Lucifer. It's hard to believe everything was a carefully puppeted story, written over and over again until God thought he got it right. But, he and Sam and Cas, and even Jack, finally broke out of it.
If anything, that's what keeps him here in this spot, the back of Cas' hand against his. )
Your sacrifice didn't make sense. It's not something I need to make sense of, Cas. How you did it, why. Yeah. It makes sense. But, the sacrifice at all. It doesn't. It - I lost you. Jack lost you. And - brought you back.
( He drops his own hand away. )
And stop with what I owe you. It's not about what I owe you - or - your equipment and your Chrysler building stature. ( The -- luminescence and angelic -- whatever. ) You are this. And more. And I'm not hung up on it. This is not that.
( But he also doesn't know what it is. He knows maybe he can figure it out now. )
That contract is still on the table. And, ( He sighs. ) What I've been trying to tell you is that Steve and I smelled the roses, too, and - he's my sub now. Three months.
( They were obsessed with one another.
His hand drifts closer again, lightly brushing Cas' before coming to his shoulder shoulder. )
Doesn't change this. Doesn't change us. I like Kate. But Kate's not me.
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( Castiel didn't buy all the lies his father, his family, everyone drilled into him, the apocalypse that would be best, about Dean being Michael and Sam being Lucifer. It's hard to believe everything was a carefully puppeted story, written over and over again until God thought he got it right. But, he and Sam and Cas, and even Jack, finally broke out of it.
If anything, that's what keeps him here in this spot, the back of Cas' hand against his. )
Your sacrifice didn't make sense. It's not something I need to make sense of, Cas. How you did it, why. Yeah. It makes sense. But, the sacrifice at all. It doesn't. It - I lost you. Jack lost you. And - brought you back.
( He drops his own hand away. )
And stop with what I owe you. It's not about what I owe you - or - your equipment and your Chrysler building stature. ( The -- luminescence and angelic -- whatever. ) You are this. And more. And I'm not hung up on it. This is not that.
( But he also doesn't know what it is. He knows maybe he can figure it out now. )
That contract is still on the table. And, ( He sighs. ) What I've been trying to tell you is that Steve and I smelled the roses, too, and - he's my sub now. Three months.
( They were obsessed with one another.
His hand drifts closer again, lightly brushing Cas' before coming to his shoulder shoulder. )
Doesn't change this. Doesn't change us. I like Kate. But Kate's not me.