[The question takes Castiel off guard, he'd just lived it and thought it had been more than clear that he had no expectations in return. His eyes squint, edging into a grimace as the memory floods back to him painful, raw, recent. Like so many other things he'd fought through just to defy a father who'd betrayed everything, he'd worked so hard to create.
It takes him a few moments to realize he's staring, at Dean, and left with no recourse he drops his shoulders feeling not for the first time since he woke, exhausted by his experiences.]
I thought you'd still be upset but you're not, and I briefly considered that you might change your mind about the permanent contract but that didn't make sense either.
It's too much to ask to have things return to what they were before- [Four years of his life passed by and dwarfed everything they'd experienced here in the middle of it. Before he proclaimed his love to him so that an entity could swoop in and damn him to nothingness to save Dean from the same fate.] So, is there something you want? Or need.
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[The question takes Castiel off guard, he'd just lived it and thought it had been more than clear that he had no expectations in return. His eyes squint, edging into a grimace as the memory floods back to him painful, raw, recent. Like so many other things he'd fought through just to defy a father who'd betrayed everything, he'd worked so hard to create.
It takes him a few moments to realize he's staring, at Dean, and left with no recourse he drops his shoulders feeling not for the first time since he woke, exhausted by his experiences.]
I thought you'd still be upset but you're not, and I briefly considered that you might change your mind about the permanent contract but that didn't make sense either.
It's too much to ask to have things return to what they were before- [Four years of his life passed by and dwarfed everything they'd experienced here in the middle of it. Before he proclaimed his love to him so that an entity could swoop in and damn him to nothingness to save Dean from the same fate.] So, is there something you want? Or need.